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I BELIEVED

BELIEVE ME...I WOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD HAVE BEEN HERE TODAY.LIFE HAS A FUNNY WAY OF CHANGING.THERE WAS A TIME THAT I COULDNT SEE OR BELIEVE THAT ANYONE WOULD OR COULD BE THERE FOR ME.COULD THEY EVEN LOVED ME? I COULDNT SEE TODAY OR EVEN THINK ABOUT THE NEXT DAY. THE DARKNESS TOOK OVER ME. I WAS OUT THERE ON MY OWN.LOST WITH NO WHERE TO GO. I THOUGHT I WAS FREE.I WAS JUST ANOTHER YOUNG CHILD CAUGHT UP IN THE WRONG THINGS.TELLING MYSELF I CAN DO IT ON MY OWN.THOUGHT I WAS GROWN.

POOR SOUL JUST LOST. I DIDNT HAVE A CLUE.I WENT TO MY SO CALLED FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY. THEY TURNED THERE BACKS ON ME TOO.IT WAS SO HARD TO BELIEVE. I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR THEM.WE SUPPOSED TO HAVE BEEN FAMILY AND FRIENDS TILL THE END...I WENT TO MY MAN. HE WAS DOING HIS OWN THINGS.HE DIDNT WANT TO HEAR NOTHING FROM ME.THERE I WAS HURTING AND FEELING EMPTY .WHERE CAN I GO FROM HERE? I THOUGHT IN MY HEAD.. NO WHERE.SITTING IN MY ROOM ALL ALONE ON MY BED.CRAZY MIX UP THOUGHTS START GOING THREW MY HEAD..YOU GOT TO END THIS TODAY.LET THIS BE THE LAST TIME YOUR EVER FEEL THIS WAY.I WAS CRYING SO MANY TEARS.THEY WOULDNT STOP.MY HEAD WAY HURTING AND SPINNING. I COULDNT SEE NO-MORE.I JUST WANT TO LET GO.


I WAS REALLY READY TO GO HOME ANYWHERE BUT HERE. I JUST DIDNT WANT TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE.I COUDNT TAKE IT.I HAD NO MORE PATIENTS. YOUNG AND YES MAYBE EVEN DUMB. I HAVENT EVEN START OR EVEN TRY TO LIVE MY DREAMS.IM WAS JUST IN SO MUCH PAIN. MY HEART WAS JUST HURTING.THE THINGS I WENT THREW.THERE WAS NO TURN BACK.THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT.I ASK MYSELF. WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME?I WAS A SWEET YOUNG THING. NOW IM SPINNING AND SPINNING.FLAT LINNING MY LIFE AWAY. LOOK INTO MY EYES AND YOU WOULD HAVE SEEN NOTHING THERE. ITS KILLING ME INSIDE. I CANT NO LONGER HIDE. WHAT ELSE CAN THERE BE,HERE ON EARTH FOR ME.

FINALLY,I HEARD A VOICE SAY TO ME. YOU DONT HAVE TO DO THIS MY CHILD. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS BELIEVE. I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU. YOU WILL NEVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT BEIN ALONE ANYMORE. CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SEE. THERE'S A LIFE OUT THERE FOR YOU.THERE'S SOME BIG THINGS.. THAT'S MENT FOR YOU.JUST BELIEVE...THE DARKNESS WILL SOON FADE AWAY.OPEN YOUR EYES. TODAY IS A NEW DAY. HE SET ME FREE.FROM THE PAIN THAT CRUSHED ME AND THE EVIL THESE EYES HAVE SEEN.HE HEALED ME. MADE ME BECOME BETTER WOMEN. IM STRONGER NOW.I BELIEVE NO-ONE CAN OR WILL TOUCH ME OR EVER HURT ME ANYMORE.I CAN ALSO HELP OTHERS GET PASS THESE CRAZY THINGS.ALL THEY HAVE TO DO TOO.... IS BELIEVE !!IT WILL SOON BE OK.THIS WANT LAST FOR EVER.. IT WILL ALSO FADE AWAY. THINGS TO WILL GET BETTER FOR YOU.THERE WILL BE BETTER DAYS.LOOK INTO THE SKY , PRAY AND BELIEVE.....